Encounter with God

O God, what an immense responsibility you have put on me. The responsibility that comes with loving you. Because I love you, I love. I remember to forgive, please, search and seek when I remember you. I remember to make peace, be patient, love and give when I remember you. What have you done to me, God? I am trying to be more like you? How much do I fail, God? I am reminded of my humanness and my need for mercy. What would I do God, if I had not my encounter with thee? How would I be, God if sinful and offending thee? What do I do God, but suffer now that I know what thee are and live for thee? My life is in your hands here after, I no longer live but you live in me.